god thanks for your kindness :D OMG what happend last night was just like a dream, even more beautiful than a dream. I can't believe what I got last night. I'll never forget that fuckin beautiful moment ((:
I don't understand what he wants. when I"ll forget him and removes all my feeling, he changes be a care man, who always say "I love you, I miss you. every night". I feel so comfort when he hold my hand, than call my name "Dini," and say "I love you" OMG that's so disgusted I think, but I can't lie, it was so romantic and he success make my heart race XD
I love seeing his number appear when he text me and call me "my wife" LOL it was funny but.. wow :D yesterday I hated him, today I love him and tomorrow I'll try to love him. I believe, all of my happiness which he gave to me, it cause god's plan.
and what I get from this even is "I believe that god's plan more better and more beautiful than my dreams" thanks thanks thanks :*
Selasa, 21 Agustus 2012
Senin, 20 Agustus 2012
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god, there's a little story that I'll tell you about my heart *maybe. Let's start..
actually, can be said I love two persons and I confuse to choose, who's the best for me. I have a boyfriend that always ignore me, never cares to me and I think he doesn't love me anymore. I don't care about what would he does. he never text me, never want meet me and the other things that I hate. I hate him now *maybe!
and in the other side, I'm starting like someone who can be said he's my senior in college. he's smart, good boy *he's smoker, and always care with me. BUT, I think he loves me just because I looks like with his ex *slebslebsleb like a thousand knive stabbing my heart. huuaaaa I'm very very dissapointed when I know the reason why he loves me :(
and for now, I just can undergo like running water. I just want to tell you about what I fell and I just can submit all my trouble to you. because "I know you're choice is the best for me" I always love you god :*
actually, can be said I love two persons and I confuse to choose, who's the best for me. I have a boyfriend that always ignore me, never cares to me and I think he doesn't love me anymore. I don't care about what would he does. he never text me, never want meet me and the other things that I hate. I hate him now *maybe!
and in the other side, I'm starting like someone who can be said he's my senior in college. he's smart, good boy *he's smoker, and always care with me. BUT, I think he loves me just because I looks like with his ex *slebslebsleb like a thousand knive stabbing my heart. huuaaaa I'm very very dissapointed when I know the reason why he loves me :(
and for now, I just can undergo like running water. I just want to tell you about what I fell and I just can submit all my trouble to you. because "I know you're choice is the best for me" I always love you god :*
Rabu, 08 Agustus 2012
what I feel (:
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Dear god, I don't know why I write this text right now. I just tired with the fuckin problem in my worse life. I can't tell anyone about what I fell now, because nobody's understand me. only you that understand me. only you that give me power to undergo this life. my life is so hard. I can't tell with my mouth. yeah.. maybe that the reason why I write this text.
Maybe this time I am not tell you about my parents. I love them so much and I know that you have to know that. God, believe me. from the bottom of my soul I love my brother, my cousin and my boyfriend. I really love them. but in the other side, I'am so dissapointed with them. I hate my self because I can't changes anything that happend :'( I just want changes they are be a good boy who always do all of your behest. THEY ARE SMOKERS :'( I have told them to stop smoke and try to be a good boy, but they're can't. I just can give it all to you. only you that can change them.
"Every troubles that I find in my life, it makes me more closer to you" thanks god because you have to wake me up from this lies of life. god please please please changes Dicki Andiransyah, Alam Dikri Alfath and Muhammad Ibrahim Adam be good boy :) amin..amin..amin.. and please always protect them everywhere and anytime :') I believe you can do that :*
Dear god, I don't know why I write this text right now. I just tired with the fuckin problem in my worse life. I can't tell anyone about what I fell now, because nobody's understand me. only you that understand me. only you that give me power to undergo this life. my life is so hard. I can't tell with my mouth. yeah.. maybe that the reason why I write this text.
Maybe this time I am not tell you about my parents. I love them so much and I know that you have to know that. God, believe me. from the bottom of my soul I love my brother, my cousin and my boyfriend. I really love them. but in the other side, I'am so dissapointed with them. I hate my self because I can't changes anything that happend :'( I just want changes they are be a good boy who always do all of your behest. THEY ARE SMOKERS :'( I have told them to stop smoke and try to be a good boy, but they're can't. I just can give it all to you. only you that can change them.
"Every troubles that I find in my life, it makes me more closer to you" thanks god because you have to wake me up from this lies of life. god please please please changes Dicki Andiransyah, Alam Dikri Alfath and Muhammad Ibrahim Adam be good boy :) amin..amin..amin.. and please always protect them everywhere and anytime :') I believe you can do that :*
Jumat, 03 Agustus 2012
real holiday at JOGJA :D
when we were (me and ovi) in djogja, I always played with this motorcycle and used fuckin ugliest helmet. but I was be grateful cause without this ugliest helmet we were nothing :D
at the Gadjah Mada University's gate :D
about diniapriliaa
I'am just an ordinary girl, or can be said an egoist woman. I'am an university student of Sultan Ageng Tirtayasa University in chemical tehnique. my live is so hard, but god always blessing my live with abrupt miracle. that's the reason why I love god soo muucchh :* my parents, friends, boyfriend and peoples around me is a little happiness for me which makes the liitle happines be a great happiness (: welcome to my life .
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