20082012

god, there's a little story that I'll tell you about my heart *maybe. Let's start..
actually, can be said I love two persons and I confuse to choose, who's the best for me. I have a boyfriend that always ignore me, never cares to me and I think he doesn't love me anymore. I don't care about what would he does. he never text me, never want meet me and the other things that I hate. I hate him now *maybe!
and in the other side, I'm starting like someone who can be said he's my senior in college. he's smart, good boy *he's smoker, and always care with me. BUT, I think he loves me just because I looks like with his ex *slebslebsleb like a thousand knive stabbing my heart. huuaaaa I'm very very dissapointed when I know the reason why he loves me :(
and for now, I just can undergo like running water. I just want to tell you about what I fell and I just can submit all my trouble to you. because "I know you're choice is the best for me" I always love you god :*